It's hard for me to understand why life is so hard. Or maybe it's just me that makes it so hard. I am saved by Jesus Christ. I know he loves me. I want him to be the center of my everything, but I don't know how to give him my everything.
I can go from being completely joyful to depressed in like 2 seconds. Now.. who does that? I mean maybe a lot of people do, but I just feel in this state of confusion right now. Like I know the right things to do, but I don't do them. Life is heavy. I know that God can take that heaviness from me, but I don't know how to give it to him. Maybe i do.. i don't know.
Right now, I'm just utterly confused.
Why, why, why, is life so hard?
Why can't i change?
Where are you God?
About Me
- Emily
- I'm Emily and I'm 16 years old. I have been saved by the amazing grace and love of Jesus Christ. Every day is different for me, and I continue to learn all the time how badly I need him in my life, how badly I need him to be my life.
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this i know: that God is for me.
in God, whose word i praise, in God i trust. i shall not be afraid. what can man do to me?
-psalm 56:9-11
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